Throughout my life, everything revolved around my independence so of course when I lost this to a large extent by an injury I was faced with the choices of my existence in a world where my life as I knew it no longer existed. Losing the concepts I used to describe myself was every bit as hard as loosing the lifestyle and the relationships where I had been known by them and then....accepting that all would fall away and that all that mattered no longer mattered all that mattered was no longer “matter” nor was it all that mattered.

What I could not accept I surrendered and of this humility and of this experience that humbled, drew me closer to my Divine and into the Divine healing of Grace.   

In life I had found all I’d ever desired and now it brought me full circle to redefine my desires, my true love, my life’s’ purpose. 

I came to realize that the connection of independence and self ran much deeper, that this collection of circumstances had only changed what I had experienced of myself that the undiscovered self engrained into my Spiritual connection was emerging.

My body is still injured but my life does not suffer but rather relishes in (worlds) abandon. The wilful and conscious act of surrender opened up a greater knowing and expression of the true essence of Self and of life that exists beyond the limitations of the 5 sense and in relation to the egoic mind. In relation to my self and my spirituality, consciousness experiences aliveness in human form and is expressed with infinite perspective and foci . No longer is life a continuum of seeking and experiencing suffering, the ego redeemed now embraces happiness.

So is life difficult? ... yes and no.

I still have friends who come up to me and seeing only the difficulty of my life say stuff like, “It must be hard, it must be frustrating,  it must be isolating and boring!” I am still learning how to reply knowing that they do not have the eyes to see the life affirming ONEness nor the reason for my smile. I agree! "Life is beautiful, blissful, and bountiful!! Thanks Sevara This mantra is a truthful reply.

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